LIFE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO UNFAIR! I HATE IT!

Hello everybody! Hope you all had a great day! Didn’t go to Sugarloaf Horse Center but I am going on Sunday. AWWWW! Balina is VERY cute! I took this picture when I just got her when she was a little kitten from the RSPCA—=) If you have a naked eye and you look at her-really, all you see is a ball!

Well, you know how I said that school starts in a couple of weeks? Well, that’s what I’m worried about-I’m the kind of person who sleeps in A LOT. And last year, I remember I used to run late al the time except I’d never used to get in trouble until fourth grade-we had this St Patrick Feast Day and my class had to perform a dance called ‘the Liturgical Movement’ say what, say what. And I turned up late oversleep and I couldn’t join in and for that part…I was relived. The dance was only on the spot, and we had to wear these super-ugly gowns. So I was relived that Miss. Cater couldn’t get my stuffy gown from the classroom.    Anyway, you know how I said that I’m going to Sugarloaf Horse Center this Sunday? Well, I’m hoping I meet up with someone I know for the trail rides. I have a best friend called Chattle who enjoys horse-riding as much as me. She used to go to Scenic Hills but it closed down :( so I told her about Sugarloaf too. BRB

*SOB!*    *SOB!!!!!!!!!!!!* The most TERRIBLE, MOST REVOLTING, STUPID, DUMB, TRAGIC, BADDEST, HORRIDEST THING JUST HAPPENED IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!!!!!!!  Dad just came in with HORRID NEWS.   I’M ONLY ALLOWED TO GO TO SUGARLOAF FOR EVERY ONE MONTH! ONLY ONCE A MONTH!!!!!!!!!! Dad said he is sooooooo busy for the following years (I BET NOT!!!) AND HE NEEDS THE FREAKIN’ MONEY FOR OUR STUPID MORGAGE! THIS IS HORRID! ONCE A MONTH IS NOT ENOUGH! So, let me just SAY something….

I HATE LIFE!!! I HATE IT!!! ONLY GOING TO SUGARLOAF ONCE A MONTH WILL MAKE LIFE SO BORING! THIS IS THE WORST THING SOMEONE EVERY TOLD ME! 

I’M DEFENTILY DEPRESSED NOW! SEE THAT PICTURE OF BALINA LOOKING TOTALLY BORED? WELL NOW I UNDERSTAND THAT LIFE ISN’T GOOD! IT RUDDY WELL IS HORRIBLE! I FREAKIN’ HATE IT! GOING TO SUGARLOAF ONCE A MONTH! THAT’S BLACKMAIL!    I KEEP THINKING PICTURES OF BALINA COULD CHEER ME UP~~~ GRRRRR! IT DOESN’T! :( FROM NOW, ON I SHALL WRITE IN RED, NO MATTER WHAT! I WILL WRITE IT BIG,UNDERLINED AND RED…VERY RED CUZ MY LIFE IS GOING…

 

 

DOWN….

I’M ONLY GOING TO DECREASE THE WRITING A BIT. BUT EITHER WAY…I HATE MY LIFE! I HATE IT! I’m never going ANYWHERE EVER AGAIN! I CAN ONLY GO TO SUGARLOAF ONCE A MONTH AND NOW CASEY’S GOONNNEEE???    I BET THIS IS GOING TO BE THE WORST YEAR OF MY LIFE! BALINA’S ACTING VERY CATTY LATELY, DAD’S ONLY CARING ABOUT MONEY (WHICH HE SHOULD) AND NOW CASEY’S GONE! THIS IS JUST SO SAD! IT’S COMPLETLY SICK TOO!

*KICKS CHAIR OVER*

*SCEARMS ON TOP OF VOICE*

*KICKS WALL UNTIL IT HAS A BIG BLACK HOLE*

*ALSO KICK GUITAR OVER-STRINGS BREAK-*

i don't think i could care less

*SLAMS DOOR*

*THROWS BEDSIDE TABLE OVER AND MOBILE BREAKS AND SWITCHES OFF*

My room is a mess…*SCREAMS ON TOP OF VOICE*

*SCREAMS LUNGS OUT*

Am going to stick a big red ‘KEEP OUT!’ Sign on my bedroom door. am feeling REALLY depressed. My best friend to cheer me up is GONE and now I can only spend time with horses ONCE A MONTH! IT’S BARRBARIC! IT’S BLACKMAIL! I HATE IT!!!!! IT’S NOT ENOUGH! AM GOING TO RAVE ON THE COMPUTER SOME MORE OR I’LL BE RUINING MY ROOM. IF I ONLY GET TO GO RIDING ONCE A MONTH,I WILL never, EVER go to the shops, library, swimming pool or anything- SO, THERE YOU GO!!!!!!!!!! Most people say you can be whatever you want when you grow up but I realized that’s not TRUE! If I’d ever become a International Horse-rider, I BET that SOME PEOPLE will tell me to quit my riding job and work as boring math teachers and lawyers or go to the law firm or whatever. It’s already late at night BUT I DON’T CARE! I JUST HATE MY RUDDY WELL LIFE!! WHY DID GOD EVEN create ME IF HE KNEW WHEN IN 2011 MY LIFE IS GOING TO BE A TOTAL DIASTER? GEEZ-KILL ME-KILL ME NOW! :( :( :( WHAT A START TO 2011! :( :( :( :( :( ALREADY THE FOURTH DAY OF JANUARY AND I CAN’T EVEN DO ANYTHING I LIKE ON THE SCHOOL HOLIDAYS---ONLY FREAKIN’ ONCE A MONTH! I HATE LIFE! I HATE IT! I’M GOING TO HAVE TO GO NOW! BUT BOY, CAN’T I WAIT TILL I’M SEVENTEEN SO I CAN MAKE MY OWN DISSICIOUNS. :( SO IF PEOPLE ARE TELLING ME i could only ride once a month they’re obviously TRYING TO RUIN MY FUN SIDE OF MY LIFE…feeling VERY upset now :(

IF WE DON’T GO RIDING NEXT SUNDAY OR ANY RIDING THIS MONTH, I’LL HIDE IN MY ROOM, UNDER MY DUVETS FOR THE REST OF THE DAY!! ;(

SO, THERE!

MY LIFE IS MISERY!

TOTAL MISERY!

ONLY A MONTH TO SPEND TIME WITH HORSES----

MISERY!

TOTAL MISERY!

ALL I’M GOING TO DO FOR THE REST OF 2011 IS HIDE UNDER MY DUVETS AND DREAM OF  RIDING HORSES---- :( :(

THIS IS SO COMPLETLEY SAD AND SICK!!!!

I HATE LIFE!

IT SUCKS!
I HATE IT!